journal 1

i am me and i’ve been raised & grown a certain way, most people judge me by the context of what they’ve heard instead of how i carry myself, i would conclude that those people are naive & have no understanding of life.more then recently ive realize that im very hard on myself, because of what i expect for myself. i need to step back & realize i don’t have control of everything that goes on, so i have to keep calnm & carry on with the situations. more times out of most i dont understand people & there reasoning of why they act that way & what makes them think that its okay. its why i like to be alone, ive learned to function and like being alone cause i know what to expect out of myself. i want to do big things in life &  be a big deal, but my one question is. how from here to there.. all i know is the struggle is hard, really really hard, but i won’t giveup